soltar= let go of/drop
April 22, 2008
Life is much more clear now. I look at my past and can see things from an outside perspective. I can definitely see things I should not have done, see where I was used, realize where I really was loved, and see the things I would never take back or exchange for anything.
I guess now that I have this realization I am somewhat pompous about it and wish others would just snap out of the daze they are in as well, like I have finally done.
I hate when my friends get dragged around, and continue to have their heart beaten on as if it was a piece of meat… It’s easy for me to see how they need to say goodbye. They need to let “change” and “time” interact with each other to form a firewall for their life. Us girls are different and guys will never understand why we love so much and have so much compassion and will to do anything for them… let’s just be honest- Yes, we are THAT awesome!! But that’s the problem. All that makes it 10 times harder for a girl to just let go and drop that virus of a boy, get some firewall, and start forgiving.
I am realizing that since I have finally been able to do this, I still need to see that they haven’t been able to let go yet. They aren’t quite there yet, which is fine…everyone’s timing is different.
It’s just really hard to know my friends hurt. I also definitely know it is way easier said than done. No one can say a damn thing to make you get over it. One day it will just click… you may not know why, but you will just have this random sigh of relief and be done with it all.
It is an amazing feeling ladies, and I sincerely pray that you will have that soon.
But until then, I am of course here for you.
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One Response to “soltar= let go of/drop”
I totally agree about people not being over things until they do it for themselves. Many things in life can’t be taught, they have to be experienced.
And I totally and entirely disagree that girls are more capable of love than guys. I can kind of see how your experiences might lead you towards that conclusion, but I think your logical would tell you otherwise.
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By Jeremy on Apr 28, 2008